Sunday, August 25, 2013

...to meet the emptiness of the chamber around...24augosto...

Morello 'White Don Quixote'
I dream of you, to wake: would that I might, Dream of you and not wake but slumber on - Monna Innominata, Christina Rossetti, 1881

The ocean's breeze carried with it the sounds of lovers laughing. They laughed in little snippets that caught up in tendrils of air, shifting up and about. I could not make them out, this part of the shore was dark. Where only moments ago I could make shadows shifting in the darkening air, I saw only dark. The horizon before me blocked in only two shades. I could barely make out the light of a boat as it moved deeper into the wet air beyond. Diffused and singular, it went out like a dying ember.

The sand was warm just inches under the top-most layer. I fell back onto the ball of my hoodie, arms outstretched.

Stars were impossible to see here. There was only the red glow of light from tungsten. It reached outward and up, but never allowed for the dark of sky to be charitable and allow us to see stars again. I would have to drive 20 miles out to see anything.

My phone lay on my chest. I had just deleted the last thread of texts. It didn't make it that much better - I just knew it was right. Those moments were lost to the ether. I looked blankly at my phone. The wallpaper was the last remnants of light to my right - as it emblazoned the thousand lights of San Pedro, well off in the distance.

"What could I do?" Nothing seemed to be the cast of the chasm immediately in front of me, it's as if I didn't see it. Nothing. The grand question came to me then, after all the torment, the lost sleep, the self-loathing that burned itself into my face, all of the buckets of shit. It was the question that I asked to myself and I was embarrassed to hear it, to entertain it. It carried with it more truth than the other thousand questions that came before.

"What about me?"

I hope that beyond that insipid feeling my heart carries you in it because of all that was laid bare before. The heart cannot be tricked or cajoled for the breadth and heights of ecstatic wont. It just was. It sought you out when I did not ask, even now. I don't try. It comes to me like a wash of an unexpected breeze. And, always, always to you. Maybe not like the epic strain of the orchestra at the conclusion of a row, but still there like the easy pull of a chord along a violin - are either not more fulfilling than the other?

"You." "You." "You: not me." I don't know as I collapsed deeper into my sullenness. This is what it is. A year's gone by. And still this remains. I only picture a raised glass in a room of the most baroque opulence, but the goblet, elaborate and refined and lovingly made as it is, meets only the emptiness of the chamber around it.








Monday, August 19, 2013

...addicted to the following...7 great comics on Comixology right now...

Comixology is a digital comic book reader and store that's been in place for a few years now.  For those not wholly addicted to paper, it's a tremendous resource.  The only drawback is that the resolution needs to deepen a bit, I'd prefer that as one of the few additions.  [And paper has its place, especially for the books we love of course.]

Morning Glories (Image) - I'm addicted to this surprise of a series.  The writing and art hit all the right notes, along with the elaborate story crafting of Nick Spencer and art by Joe Eisma.  Covers by Rodin Esquejo add the last touch of intrigue with each issue.  Generally the series can be described as a prep academy as "The Prisoner".  Six kids are taken to the mysterious and sadistic school and fight to stay alive, literally.  Not all is what it seems, since there are smart turns and shifts as to what forces are controlling the Morning Glory Academy.
Morning Glories #24

Mad Magazine (DC) - happy to see this very recent addition to the DC catalog.  When I was a tyke, Mad would publish one particular year with mini-magazines dedicated to the earliest issues.  They were not complete, but the level of thoughtful and whacked-out humor drew me into comics in general.  The flat comedic tone and striking images of the early Mad are something to behold.  Plus, the first issue is free right now!


Blue Estate (Image) - I'm really into Robert Valley's work right now.  The first exposure was with the Beatles' Rock Band cinematics - truly incredible concepts in lines and feel.  XBOX Dance Central's cinematics followed closely behind.  Then there was Tron Uprising and the upcoming Wonder Woman.  The only Comixology that has Valley's work is Blue Estate.  The story is fairly straightforward, but the hard lined visuals is what draws me in to this series.

Remains (IDW) - An almost by-the-numbers tale of survivors in Vegas.  However, Steve Niles and Kieron Dwyer craft more of a tale of what life would really be like when you are stuck with a person you barely tolerate but completely rely upon.  Was almost going to add the 'Remains' trailer, but the comics are so much better than the filmed adaptation.

Simpsons (Bongo) - not much to say that folks don't know, but the Simpsons as a comic book is an inventive and fresh take on the series that understands the comic book format as well as how to make things still funny.

Adventure Time (BOOM!) - probably already covered this one in another post, but AT is such a fresh take on the whole cartoon genre, that the foray into comics, and its success seem inevitable.  The richness is all graphical, since the story cannot be overly deep.  But the fun is terribly satisfying.

Before Watchman: Silk Spectre (DC) - probably with most of the comic populace, touching what is Alan Moore and Dave Gibbon's work fills me with dread as well: taking an artist's work and playing upon it, may it be in the form of revisionism or other dread form of 'update', is physically sickening.  But DC smelled money and went for it - the result is intriguing in the same way that revisioned movies are being done.  Most fail, some succeed, some transcend...the Before Watchman don't transcend the masterwork of the original, but they are a pale homage that proved engaging enough.  It's probably more fascinating that DC went for it and some artists either embraced or revolted - and here are their works.  But, honestly, Moore and Gibbon's place with the original are well established.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

...a few to here, to date...18aug13

August is slipping away like satin through a soft hand.

- Jay-Z and Nikolai Czage break free of King Uros' castle in the latest installment of The Time Traveler H.O.V.A.
- Spent time on Filipino Cookbook today, I'm enjoying the way my protagonist's behave like gentlemen of a different time.
- Went through the entire blog history early this morning to pull  snippets of other stories to make sure they are captured:

WATTPAD:
- CHARLIE GUEST
- MISS KITTY
- PROCTOR ELECT
- NUMBERS GAME
- TIME TRAVELER H.O.V.A.

SCIENCE FICTION:
TEH SEXEH BLASTER
- THE LAB
- BLUE  - io9.com writing prompt
- BUS STOP - io9.com writing prompt

FANTASY:
- PACE SHORT PIECE
- GHEYMOND FITZGERALD
- ARYNA of OEASTERN

MYTHOLOGICAL:
CEYX AND ALCYONE

ROMANTICAL/ PICARESQUE:
- PERFECIA
- LATE 50s
- WICKED
- POISON
- SELFISH CREATURES
- THE NIGHT
- OVERBOARD

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Thursday, August 15, 2013

...of the Lady Aryna in the Oestern Wilds...

It was here, as a child, she understood what causes death in the wilds.  The lands of the Oestern were in perpetual snow, but now, in the first freeze of the season, the late summer warmth and its flowing streams were growing solid.  A light veneer of ice formed a fragile shell along the rivulets here and there.  The rock of the hills still contrasted against the snow, they not yet covered.  This allowed for sure footing, this allowed for sure hunting.

She tightened the lashes on her leggings and felt about her furs: all was assured.  She took in a deep breath of the harshly frozen air, cooling quickly in the late of day.  As the sun would drop quickly here, the countless ravines already in shadow would be in pitch soon.  She relished the challenge of making camp in darkness, it had been many seasons since last did so.  The wind picked up and chilled through her fur capes.  Leather provided little protection as night fell.  It woke her mind.  Her green eyes scanned the landscape.

Prey would come from their holes and use what little time they had to forage in the last of the light.  Larger predators were already here with Aryna, some would be aware of her.  She hadn't been long enough in the wilds to smell of the wilds.  It would take a few days.  A few days for the stench of Edithion to wear from her hair and furs.  The smells of men: of smoke, meat and mead.

She crouched into the folds of a large spur in the hill.  She would no longer be downwind.  The breeze of night shifted and spilled down from the top of the mounts into the valleys.  Aryna pressed herself against the rock.  She kept the bow close to her body, keeping an arrow notched.  The warmth would keep the string from going taunt.

The sky above turned to a deep azure.  Trees crowned the mounts here.  She hadn't run into a trapper for some time, but there were a few out here.  Oestern was vast.  The mounts grew higher and higher as they moved east.  No one in her travels even spoke of what was beyond.  There were bard's tales that they grew eventually so high that they reached into the sky.  Snow from the highest peaks created the star's light.  The sun would rest, nestled into the rock.  The twin moons, Aechulus and Kili, came from the seas, where they bathed in the day.  She stared as far as she could into the fog of the East, but only saw haze.  There were tales the clouds were taken in by the mountains to satiate the Filial Dragoons.

The forest before her came to life.  The smallest rodents skittered from cover to cover.  The larger ones were finding vegetation.  They couldn't be seen, as was the point.  But they were making a cacophony that was an otherwise silent forest hours before.  The predators here, the fox and a snow mongoose, should be out shortly, Ignaius willing.  She silently prayed for the former - the mongoose was a terrible meal and only for those on the verge of starvation.  There were tricks of course, you could boil the stench for a full day and put in a handful of spices, but she had no cauldron.

Her eyes caught something in the black.  It was a back of something light.  It didn't need protection as it was the predator.  It was hopping on something on the ground, pounding a rabbit into submission.  It had to be a wild dog.  That would be a worse meal than the mongoose.  She let it go - but not before scaring the hell of it with a few rocks and a hoarse shout, "Kelia man su rach!"

The spur grew silent.  The dog ran off somewhere down the mountain.  Aryna found the rabbit, dead, but intact.  The dog hadn't broken the skin with its teeth.  It was cut, but only by the claws.  It would be fine.  She tied its legs to her belt and felt her way back up the mount.

A flat spit of land was a short climb from the peak.  It had been slightly worn by other hunters in the recent past.  But she would not take from its store, nor use what was there to create a shelter.  She was here to strengthen her skills, not make it easy.

Using a crude knife of stone, she cut into the trees, getting six large branches of ihrilung.  It was enough to cover her body tonight.  It would get wet otherwise.  Out here, now, even slight dampness could equate to death.  She used leather straps to put together a lean-to, using a clear portion of the mountain as the second wall.  It was enough to sit upright, which was key to comfort.

A small hole was made with flat wood tool, near where her legs would be tonight.  In it, she produced a kit, the most important was an ember she had saved from Edithion's tavern two days ago.  In a few moments, she produced a lively little fire.  Twigs surrounded it to hopefully dry in the hour it would take to prepare the rabbit.

It was known as a 'tempest' rabbit.  It was three-palm large, with great incisors that extended a finger's width from its mouth.  The teeth were used by wood maker's for etching finery.  It's fur would fetch some bronze.  The meat is what was needed to tonight.  After preparing it, she threw the offal as far as she could downwind and returned to the lean-to. The fire had made it warm.  The twigs were drying.  She would have enough heat, barely, to cook the meat tonight.

The furs were laid upon the ground, atop a bed of ihrilung needles.  She loosened her leather trappings, just to allow for them to breathe, without taking them fully off.  The meat cooked slowly on small spits around the tiny fire.  To pass the time she rubbed at her muscles and loosened her hair.  The locks of wheat-colored hair fell down her back.  She twisted her head slightly to allow it fall further when she saw the face of the dog, probably the very one she stole the trophy from, staring at her from the folds of the leaves.  It growled in a low guttural way: it was upset and it meant to kill her.

...

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

...the "most"...seven exciting toys from recent ('13) conventions...

As always, no particular order...but the most intriguing toys (or even just the possible toys) from the recent conventions.  Considering that Christmas is around the corner, prolly some interesting ideas to consider for the toy lover in your life.  Toy lover is probably all they've been called.  Zing!

7. Sideshow Collectibles' Mary Jane and Gwen Stacy Maquettes (more than likely $249 apiece):  Aside from the obvious subject matter, these intriguing pieces simply display the artistry of comic book statues.  They attempt to transcend comic art by taking the best of all that is that character and placing them in a pose that you cannot tire of.  We see with Mary Jane the hotness of the girl next door, and, for those Spidey fans, we already know the 'why' of loving her as Peter does.  She embodies the perfect girlfriend, donning his shirt, but not wearing it: she's supportive despite the problems his life imposes upon them.  With Gwen Stacy we see the girl that can love Peter, but almost unattainable - just drop dead confidence and gorgeous.


6. Hobbit 2: there was some very beautiful pieces out at Barnes and Noble last year, prior to the release and prior to the holidays, so I'm hoping there's pieces available with '2'.  I'm not holding my breath, my impression is that merchandising LOTR is a pain in the ass.  There are horrendous action figures to contend with (much better if they just went statue).  But a few light spots out now that hopefully spur some cool stuff by December: Noble Collection's Bilbo's Contract, HobbitShop's Parchment Map of Middle-Earth (from the Hobbit), or Houghton Mifflin Harcourt's Leather Bound Hobbit Edition.

Star Trek TOS Fine Art Coasters Set 1 - Convention Exclusive
BONUS: Star Trek Retro Revisionist Poster Coasters

5. Adventure Time: has taken off to juggernaut status in recent years.  The toys weren't around the first season, but they've exploded all over your face if you visit Toys R Us or your favorite online toy shop.  I'm partial to the comics from a collecting stand-point, but there's so much goodness out there.  The best place I've found is ToyWiz, here's their electronic section for toys coming down in September.  Lemongrab will go quickly!

4. Doctor Who: another series that has taken off, puns aside, and has spawned a bevy of items.  It's not surprising to see them from Barnes and Noble all the way to Target these days.  It's a bit much in my opinion, but to each his own.  Like LOTR, DW has atrocious action figures that looked as if they came straightaways from a border town where molds were fashioned with giant clenched fists.  However, there are some bright spots, particularly at ThinkGeek, to whit: the TARDIS door cling, TARDIS money bank, and, not endorsed, Doctor Who Underoos.

BONUS: FULL SIZE SIMON is BACK!

3. Tomorrowland: unknown what this will be about, but we know that it came forth from this box in Disney's Vault.  I'm hoping futuristic retro-chic items.  But, alas, we have nothing to see for now.

2. Twilight Zone: Henry Bemis Book Box and Replica Glasses.  Only problem I have is the lack of labeling on the books.  There would be titles, right?  No matter, there's an "A" for effort here.  I've actually gottten their Mystic Sear Bobble for my office (although not many seem to remember it :( ).  No matter again, for I do!

BONUS: Rarrgh!
1. Tin Lunch Boxes: are making a comeback at Entertainment Earth with Bif Bang Pow's collection.  My favorite right now is The Six Million Dollar Man's showing - I hope it's nearly as big as it was back in teh day!